I’m not hugely interested in clothing right now, mostly because I don’t want Mary to be more concerned than she is, and also because I am really more interested in my body and mind at this point. I would, however, like to see what sort of simple things I can do to feel more feminine. This summer, I think what would be a great experiment would be some Chico’s tank tops, feminine, but not frilly, and various print shirts. I’m not terribly interested in doing a weekend en femme, especially with a beard and all, but maybe later.

It’s so strange to not be terribly interested in clothes. As I’ve written elsewhere, this is how I knew in the fall of 2006 that this crisis was serious and very different from previous crises.